SO AS YOU KNOW WE MOVED TO RACINE WISCONSIN IN FEBRUARY, I THOUGHT IT WAS GOIN TO BE THE BEST THING FOR ALL OF US AS A FAMILY... AND WELL FOR THE MOST PART WE LOVE IT OUT HER BUT OTHER TIMES I REGRET MAKING SUCH A BIG MOVE AND MAKING MY KIDS AND KEVIN GO THROUGH IT. WE STILL HAVE YET TO GET FINANCIALLY STABLE WE NEVER HAVE MOENY FOR THE KIDS TO GO DO STUFF... ME AND THE KIDS R CONSTANTLY STUCK IN THE HOUSE AFTER I GET OFF OF WORK BECAUSE KEVIN HAS TO WORK AT A JOB WHERE THEY NEVER KNOW WHEN THERE GONNA GET OFF SO THERE ARE TIMES WHEN HE DOSENT GET HOME TILL MIDNIGHT. IM STARTING TO FEEL LONELY. MY KIDS HAVE NEVER DROVE ME CRAZY LIKE THEY DO NOW LOL. IM HOPING THINGS WILL START TO LOOK UP KEVIN IS ON THE UNION LIST AND IM HOPING HE WILL GET CALLED REAL SOON. I AM VERY EXCITED TO SAY THAT I AM STARTING SCHOOL JULY 5TH AND I CANNOT WAIT TO START A DIFFERENT CAREER. IM GOIN FOR MY MAJOR IN PSYCHOLOGY. I FINALLY FEEL LIKE I CAN DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE. I HATE WORKING IN CHILDCARE ONLY BECAUSE MY KIDS GET THE SHITTY END OF THE STICK. WHEN IVE BEEN WORKING WITH KIDS ALL DAY I DONT WANT TO BE BUGGED WHEN I GET HOME BY MY KIDS. ITS NOT FAIR TO THEM SO I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR MYSELF AND THEM... SURE IT WILL BE A FEW YEARS BUT BY TIME IM DONE WITH SCHOOL BOTH KIDS WILL BE IN SCHOOL SO THAT TO WILL BE BETTER. EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. SO I GUESS I WILL TALK THIS WAY AND HOPE THAT IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER.
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